被废弃の部落格

好久都没写部落格了..

都是电脑的的错..我不能用我的电脑进入blogger...

因为我的电脑之前中过病毒还未format...

因此电脑系统自动受到保护，要什么security permission...

唉....害我得借别人的电脑来用.....

时间飞逝，转眼间我已经念着第一年...

回头望，还真怀念18岁的日子...翻开当初的照片...

满满的都是回忆，嘴角一笑，真是回味无穷...

念大一真的还蛮幸苦的...话说回来，还真感谢bridging course

老师的教诲....要不然我什么也不懂了.....特别感谢Mr. Kuma....

Thank you, Mr. Kuma~~!!!hahahaaa...

踏入大一的第一天，感觉有不同了，我在这世上活了19年，

站在学校门前，沉思.........，我终于成为真正的大学生了....

以前，小学...直到中学都在盼望自己何时才能成为大学生...

现在...如愿了？虽然如愿，可是心中那分渴望渐渐消失了.....

当年怎么那么幼稚呢？念大学是给自己一个借口不要做工吗？

或许有人会这样想哦..呵呵...

无可否认，我开始习惯夜生活了，平时会早睡的我...

现在变身夜猫子了........因为为了赶assignment.....果真没想到...

四个assignment在同一个月截止....够疯狂的....幸亏有study break

不然是做不完的...因为assignment，我两天没睡但至少还会睡3小时就爬起来

...对着电脑，眼睛仍然睁不开....还得逼自己醒......

那段日子还蛮难熬的....两个月没出街了！！！

每一天都要为assignment懊恼...甚至在assignment due date 的前三天才干掉...

Conditions 是要写2500个字.....真的快疯掉....结束这个，还有accounting....

这门课是让我最头痛, 最有压力的......老师要求accounting学生必须拿credit...

哦...天啊....我对这assignment没那么有信心....不过这也会影响我将来的课程...

我适合accounting吗？？@@''。。

直到所有的assignment都结束，才松了一口气....

回到家，直接躺在床上睡整天....哈哈...

休闲时，逛街....爽！

Can i have a break??

What is the feeling if you doing revision
for whole day??
In my stand, i felt that was boring..
although it was boring but you still have to read...
Read!Read!Read!
Even though you had read 2 -3 times..
my brain couldn't digest anything that i had read..
Especially Econs..why???argh~~
" All work and no play makes jack a dull boy..."
I just wonder .....
If i were in degree now...what would be happen on me??
I need rest..I need a breath...I need my family...I need
someone to cool me down... Perhaps i need to get into
the rut of degree life sooner or later..
"Degree"..this word appeared in my mind everyday..
what should i choose for?would it be difficult?
Any benefit about this courses?Which one is the better?
Aiks...put aside first...Take a rest...
Fighting for Final exam...hehee...

Final Exam Mode...

It was 1.09 Am now..
Perhaps you will ask "it is late, why don't go
have a sleep..''
Actually i aint clear what i am doing now...
what i am thinking is my final exam.....
huh...it was tired to read whole lecture notes..
Especially Economic..argh...i have read the notes
about 3 times...i still can't get the meaning..
Do u know what is GDP? what is the effect on GDP
if interest rate is rises?how about inflationary gap?
Aggregate demand and supply???
Oh God...a lot of theory that you need to link it
together..ESSAY!!!this probably kill my time...
Although get distinction in mid term..i still feel stress
on that subject...My aim---HD..isn't impossible to get??
It's hard..Economic make me faint...blur...complicated...
Ohno..hope that god will bless me on the day i sit for
that subject....
What about English??it's horrible...yea...From now,
i really don't know what should i prepare for english..
ILETS~~~==''..confidence on listening and reading as well..
But Not in speaking and writing..at least hope that will
PASS...aw...whole day reading...except reading...
still reading....it is bored...
Left one week...after final exam over..i will be FREE..
Unfortunately, i have to start my year 1 by then...
What a .........aiks....it is call.....COLLEGE LIFE~~

English Presentation

Today is the english presentation day..
we have finished our slides the day before
our presentation.
This is the first time for me to presenting our work..
It doesn't like the secondary you can just simply gone through..
"cincai" present..
But this is not allowed in university now..
We need to finish our research paper...
and then present your work on the other day...
Frankly speaking, even though i had this experience
before and stand in front to the members..like camping..etc..
i still can't control my nervousness..full of worried..the mind
keeps on appearing something which is bad..
maybe this is the causes of our languages..
we admit that our english skill is not good at all..
especially when you are speaking in front lecturer..
ohno...my heart was bumping rapidly..keep on breathing..
self remind that it would be fine..it would be fine..
Each group present for within 20 minute.
The first group is ready to present..it take one hour
to finish all..it is happen because the lecturer start to "shoot"
them and ask some question..they tried their best to answer..
We shocked..start feeling scared about the question that will be asked
by teacher..
Time is feelting..its already one hour..
Yet left 3 group havent present including our group..
when teacher announced that there is not enough time to present ..
we beg to teacher that we want to finish it all by today..
cuz we are the last group..we can't wait on thurday..
Every group also being shoot by teacher..
Oh god...we are getting in trouble now..
Finally..turn us to present..
" a very good morning to Ms.XXXXX and all my classmate
,today we are going to present about The Impact Of Artificial
Organ in mortality"..
I was thrilled but still wanna present..
After finish our presentation...
we also been shoot by teacher..
"your slide is confusing me"
"you are not share your work with us"
"xxxx(not me),how could take a A4 paper come out to
present your things?u should come out with a piece
of small paper.."etc..etc...
Ohno...frankly speaking, i don't like english presentation.
haha...

Oh My God!!

PETALING JAYA:

A teenage student who was locked out of his room and attempted

to enter his 14th floor condominium unit via the balcony,

met with a tragic end when he lost his footing

and plunged to his death.

It is learnt the student, from Sarawak, was staying at the

Suria-mas Condominium in Sunway and had performed this

stunt several times before when he accidentally left his keys inside.

However, his luck finally ran out around 9.40pm yesterday.

A police spokesman said initial investigation showed no foul play.

“We were told that the victim climbed on to the balcony

and landed one foot on the room window, before he slipped,” he said.

He added that a friend of the victim had tried stopping

him from pulling the dangerous stunt.

The victim’s body was sent to Universiti Malaya Medical Centre for a post-mortem.

这道新闻...害我睡不好吃不好...因为我亲眼看见他躺在马路上...

亲耳听见他的喊叫声...而且住不到一个月却发生命案..

那种感觉真的很不好..

原本以为他是因为撞车而死的..继而听见某男人(死者朋友）的喊叫声..

结果...不是..是因为他的愚蠢行为而赔上自己的生命...生命....

就这样结束了...后悔了吗？行动之前想过后果吗？

“一失足成千古恨”一失足....什么前途都毁于一旦...再也看不到光明

的前程..因为“失足”.....他的父母..怎么办呢？白头人送黑头人..

结果呢？让自己的亲人痛不欲生...何苦呢？

年轻人啊...千万不要学！！钥匙留在房间就得去找宿舍负责人去开啊...

哪有人敢冒险爬那么高呢！！

好了..我不该再想了..越想越怕...i need to forget it!!!!

life in kl

life in kl not so bad..
but the things are so expensive..
i had started my class now...
feelings different wit 2ndary sch..
it's tough to spend ur life here..
cuz u muz get use in english..and
the life style here..do u knw tat..
avone is speaking english now..
when u walk around...u will found tat
all ppl is speaking in english...especially,
student..
the first day i went to sch...
i hav to speak english wit other students...
oh gosh,my english is terrible poor!!
speak like a robot..not smooth..even now...==''
i don care now...cuz i'm learning now...haha..
during lesson ,we found tat our accounting lecturer
is quite tall..like mapollo..lolx...but i felt sleepy while
he teaching us...haha..
many system here..we hav to catch up..
n the most is we cannot copy cat any homeworks
from others or internet...otherwise,u will get fail...
omg...for those who copy cat..better avoid it...haha...
uni life sounds good but when u touching it.....
lolx....quite tough la...
juz nd time to get used for it....
gambateh lo..=p

懊恼

部落格隔了一段时间没写了
我将离开故乡的时间越来越近
心中不舍，也有所期待
每晚临睡前，眼睛闭上
脑海中满满的都是杂念
我的未来会是什么样的？
我能撑过来吗？
我能应付所有东西吗？危险...要小心..等
我可以做些什么才不让家人担心..
在这几个月里，我很珍惜和家人在一起..
顿时领悟为何人总在要离开时才懂得珍惜？
母亲三番四次地叮咛，心感觉满满的幸福...

再者，鬼马一族最近出现一段小插曲，
面临着以后或未来还能够维持这段友谊吗？
无可否认地，因为重视这个家族所以才会浮现这种观念..
当中也许有所误会..“鬼马一族”这四个字 对我来说
它只是一个团体的代表名称，代表你是那个家族的一份子..
可是，说来说去，靠的是什么？
是心意..心中的坚持是胜过一切的..有这份心意，
哪怕再狂风大雨永远是塌不下来..
还是因为觉得鬼马家族的感情还不够坚固
所以才会想太多？对，我认同..或许我这样说会得罪鬼马家族。
万分抱歉，鬼马家族给我的感觉是它是一个属于我们的家..
里面有许许多多的回忆让我们永生难忘的...
但它总是缺少那份“家”的感觉..发现我们都是一组一组就是
所谓的一geng..而忽略其他人..我曾经有经历过这种感觉..
这种感觉令我很失望很沮丧很想哭因为总是不能融入那话题就被忽略
所以我会害怕忽略别人..

普通和真正朋友---
让我了解这两种朋友的分别意义..
真正的朋友不把友谊挂在口上的，
他们并不为了友谊而互相要求点什么，
而是彼此为对方做一切办得到的事。
虽然说以后的我们将各奔前程，
但是那份友谊是已经在心中播种出来了..
俗语说两点之间最短的距离是心意..
与朋友相处不是为了要相互地防御与躲藏，而是要学习如何拆掉
人与人之间的围篱..
友谊是脆弱的就像其它易碎而珍贵的东西一样，必须小心地保存..
当然，交友是的确要很小心，交友先吃三分亏，择友先要七分想！

“在这个世界上人不可以没有父母，同样也不可以没有朋友。
没有朋友的生活犹如一杯没有加糖的咖啡，苦涩难咽，还有一点淡淡的愁。
因为寂寞，因为难耐，生命将变得没有乐趣,不复真正的风采。”
所以我们需要朋友...
一首歌：

这些年 一个人
　　风也过 雨也走
　　有过泪 有过错
　　还记得坚持甚麽
　　真爱过 才会懂
　　会寂寞 会回首
　　终有梦 终有你 在心中
　　朋友 一生一起走
　　那些日子不再有
　　一句话 一辈子
　　一生情 一杯酒
　　朋友 不曾孤单过
　　一声朋友你会懂
　　还有伤 还有痛
　　还要走 还有我
朋友是让我们想起的那份友谊，虽然发生一些不愉快的事，
但乃希望那份友谊能到永久..正如孔子曰：“有朋自远方来，不亦乐乎”？
友谊是一个人的需要的 ,友谊是一个人必须的，
友谊是一个人向往的，友谊是一个人在人的一生中不可缺少的.
我们都渴望友谊.我们都珍视友谊。
人生是离不开友情! 友情会随着人的一生,与你同行.


朋友们，好好珍惜吧..

好一篇文章..我喜欢...爱一个人，爱到八分最相宜！

太爱一个人，你会太在乎他/她会跟谁在一起，心里是否有你，
你的眼球会因为老跟着他/她而显得迷茫，会牵肠挂肚，患得患失；

太爱一个人，你会在想到要见到他/她时而神经兮兮的翘首以待，

当他/她离去时有帐然若失；

太爱一个人，你会刚说再见却又心生思念；

太爱一个人，你会因为他/她的温柔而满怀甜蜜，

更会因为他/她的冷漠而郁郁寡欢.

太爱一个人，会被他/她牵着鼻子走，如被魔仗点中，完完全全不能自己。

从此，你没有了自己的思想，没有了自己的喜怒哀乐，你以他/她为中心，

跟着他/她在一起时，你就是整个世界;不跟他/她在一起时，世界就是他/她。

太爱一个人，会无原则地忍受他/她，慢慢地他/她习惯于这种纵容，

无视你为他/她的付出，甚至会觉得你很烦，太没个性，甚至开始轻视，

怠慢，不尊重你……

太爱一个人，你无异于一支蜡烛，奋不顾身地燃烧，只为求得一时的光与热。

待蜡烛燃尽，你什么都没有了。而对方只是一个手电筒，他/她可以不断放入新电池，

永远保持活力。

太爱一个人，他/她会习惯你对他/她的好，而忘了自己也应该付出，

忘了你也一样需要得到同等的回报――他/她完全被你宠坏了。

不要以为你爱对方十分他/她也会爱你十分，爱是不讲道理的，所以很多时候，

爱也是不平等的。

不要爱一个人爱的浑然忘却自我。那样全身心的爱只应出现在小说里，

这个社会越来越不欢迎不顾一切的爱。给他/她呼吸的空间，也给自己留个余地――

飞蛾扑火的爱情，正在进行时固然让人觉得壮美，但若他/她成为过去式时，

你如何收拾拿一地的狼籍？投入那么多，你能否面对那惨重的损失？

所以，爱一个人不要爱到十分，八分已经足够了。剩下的两分，用来爱自己。

爱是毒药，说，容易，做到，很难。

如果你做不到，那至少就不要太过分的爱，世上所有的事都不能超过他/她额定的范围，

适可而止就可以了，风雨由天，聚散随缘，距离也是一种美，爱自己多一点，

你的生命留给自己作主，不要老是忘不了在你生命中出现过的人，其实他/她们都是过客，

只有善待自己，你才会快乐，美丽！

Why??Feeling upset!!

Why?
why all those things was happen on me?!

Why?
Why u come over to me in inadequate timing?!

Why?
Why will this world is changing all the time?!

Wat a awful day!!

Should i give up my own roadway now?

Should i leave it now?

Should i ...........

Please....just leave me alone...!!!

i know that was impossible will happen in the same time...

But......who knows.....unpredictable!!!

God..pls lend me ur hand to help me go thru it....

Besides, i'm feeling downcast,frustate,inconfidence,inconscient,inconsolable now....

I couldnt give any helps in any problems.....

I wan my life back to the normal...

I wan back to the primary schooling life...

No worries...Just be a little naive student...

Wat a wonderful life....

Hope everything is gonna be FINE!!!

ThAnkS....My FrI3nDs..

ThaNks fOr having U here..

ThanKs For b3Ing wIth m3 Wh3n i waS dOwncaSt..

ThanKs fOr yoUr car3 wH3n i wAs falLLing ill..

ThaNks FoR GiviNg M3 sucH aN uNforGetTful meMOries

In evEry momMents....

ThanKs fOr yoUr und3rStanDing For m3..

ThAnkS For b3aR yoUr haNd tO H3lp m3 sOlv3 aLL Th3 prObl3Mss...

ThAnkz tO YOU ALL giVinG m3 th3 biRthDay gifT wHIcH i am EaGer

tO haVing it....

ThanKs.....BuddIes...XD...

I wIll apPreciaT3 it....haha!!

Th3 mosT BeaUtiFul niGht Sc3nce in THis wOrlD

Washington
Located at Northwest of USA.The main industry is aircraft industry and ship industry.
Vienna
The capital town of Austria, is the main center of industrial and commercial and also cultural, as well as well- knowing in building and music.
Toronto
The third biggest city in Canada.

Singapore
The biggest harbor in this world. The main country in Purification of petroleum oil in this world.
Pittsburgh
located at the southwest city of Pennsylvania,USA.

Paris
The city,harbour and capital of France.
Niagara Falls
Located at the border of Canada and United State of America, is a hydroelectric power center.

Moscow
The name of state is Federative Republic of Russia and the biggest city in Russia.
Los Angeles
This place is located at the south city of California and the second biggest city in USA.
London
The biggest city and capital of United Kingdom.
Las Vegas
The place which famous in possesses luxurious inn, gambling house and night club.
Denver
The capital town of Colorado,USA.
Copenhagen
The capital of Denmark. is a industrial and commercial and the cultural center. The biggest and main city in nation-wide.
Chicago
Located at the northeast city of illinois in United States of America. Up to year 1856, Chicago have been already became the main center railway in nation-wide.
Brazil
the capital of brazil is Brasilia. Language: Portuguese Religion: catholicism.

Auckland
An administrative division city in New Zealand. This place is the biggest city and harbor in New Zealand.



After i saw those picture above, i was admired and shocked to the people who builded up this buildings..Their creavtivity,imaginative,conception,ideate are awesome. The night scene that i have never been seen in here..dont really ever to see such a beautiful night scene..the world changes at every moment...without ending...my anxiety to go was obvious...ouch...feeling desire to travel around the world..haha...maybe...maybe i have a lot of money someday..then i will fulfill and share my aspiration with my family...but when will the day coming toward to me...??haha...a big dream which wont be achieve in a short time...just one way...have to wait..
lolx..wait the day coming to me..haha...:p

属于---梁静茹

我堅持的都值得堅持嗎
我所相信的就是真的嗎
如果我敢追求我就敢擁有嗎
而如果都算了不要呢
或許吧或許我永遠都不會遇見他
或許吧或許我太天真了吧
屬於我的昨天之前的結局
我決定我的決定
屬於我的明天之後的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心
我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情
我們再一起努力

屬於風的那就去飛翔吧
屬於海洋的那就洶湧吧
屬於我們的愛該來的就來吧
為什麼不敢呢 不要呢？
是他吧命中早就注定了的那個他
是他吧他原來就在這裡啊
屬於我的昨天之前的結局
我決定我的決定
屬於我的明天之後的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心
我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情
我們再一起努力

屬於我的昨天之前的結局
我決定我的決定
屬於我的明天之後的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心
我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情
我們再一起努力
屬於我們點點滴滴的傷心
我們要各自忘記
屬於我們閃閃發亮的愛情
我們還要努力

告别中学生涯的。。开学日子。。

弟妹：“姐~~我们明天开学咯！”
我：“很好啊。。我要都不轮不到我。。”
弟妹：“当然啦，你都毕业了..你就好啦，不用开学，还可以多玩几个月。”
我：“几个月很快过的，你们不会舍不得我啊？”
妹：“姐~我舍不得你哦。。”
弟：“。。。。。。”（哼！什么意思）

眼看着他们收拾书包。。
唉。。好想念那种感觉哦。。
一起收拾。。互相提醒记得带这个那个。。
不能挨夜睡觉咯。。哈哈哈。。



突然身边发出一声
弟：“姐！还有什么没有带?"
妹：“姐~我很紧张哦。。你第一次踏入育源的感觉是什么？”
我：“很开心咯。。会睡不着咯。。哈哈！”
妹：“怎么办哦。。紧张哦。。”
我：“==!" ”



huh。。好怀念哦。。
告别中学生涯开学的日子了。。
那种渴望的眼神。。还是留着大学开课吧。。:p

新的一年快乐--2009年

这天是2009年的头一天

挺无聊的。。没什么气氛。。

只是觉得很伤感因为每一个朋友都渐渐地离开了。。

而我呢。。呵呵。。

愿大家在这新的一年里。。

安康。。快乐。。

最重要是保持联络哦!^^